1.What Bleeds Must Be Butchered
I know I went too far
And I admit that I'm defeaded
Was this the lipstick in my vomit,
That told you that I had cheated？
A rookie mistake
Never was a pro
Our love has always been
Like WORLD WAR 2
It's a long time ago
I stay close to the ground
To lessen the sound
Of the whip as it cracks,
When they let loose the hounds
What bleeds must be butchered,
So now it all ends HERE
You say I'll die alone,
Well baby, I don't care
I don't care!
My dirt is so thick,
It ain't worth it coming clean
So I stick to what I know
Denying everything
I know, I know
There's no excuse
But at least it won't make
You feel any worse
When all hell breaks loose
I never asked for an easy life
I just wanted something stable
It hasn't served me forgiveness
So I've left the fucking table
Every single time it just keeps
Getting tougher
Leaving me only with a new heart
In which to suffer
What bleeds must be butchered,
So now it all ends here
You say I die alone,
Well baby, I don't care
In between heartbeats there's
A silent grind
That even my fears can't hide
It's the sound of my own flesh
Being eaten from the INSIDE
From the INSIDE
Every single time it just keeps
Getting tougher
Leaving me only with a new heart
In which to suffer
What bleeds must be butchered,
So now it all ends here
You say I die alone,
Well baby, I don't care
2.Nonversation
They fuck you up, your mom and dad
The may not mean to, but they do
When I look into the eyes of a child
I see nothing but future, fear, and misery
Whether mine or his, it's certainly there
90 flavors of sorrow and fear
They fill you with the faults they had
And add some just for you
Born naked and crying, that's TKO.
And in the first round？! You still wanna go？
I'm an idiot, but I'm not stupid
Pass on my misery？ Even I wouldn't choose it
I'm never gonna save the day
And maybe you will find another
Maybe just another way
And maybe I'm broken down
But baby you will have another
Living in the safe and sound
This is far from the best result possible
But it's the best possible result
When I look into the eyes of a child
I see nothing but my inherited misery
Whether mine or his, it's obviously there,
generations of failures and fear
Man hands on misery to man
It deepens faster than the nation's coastal shelf
Get out as early as you can
And don't have any kids yourself
Born naked and crying, that's TKO.
And in the first round？! You still wanna go？
I'm an idiot, but I'm not stupid
Pass on my misery？ Even I wouldn't choose it
I'm never gonna save the day
And maybe you will find another
Maybe just another way
And maybe I'm broken down
But baby you will have another
Living in the safe and sound
3.I Still Drink Alone
I do my best.
Don't even start to ask me why
There is no truth, so how the hell
Can you call me a liar
Life is a game, and I fucking lost it,
But still YOU cry？
Wish I had a heart,
At lest I could die
Please somebody
Take my mind off my mind
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
Just by living,
I'm taking my own life
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
Tomorrow is gonna be too much
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
I'm pulling the plugs.
I'm ending this joke
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
So stay the fuck away,
When it comes to pity, I'm a martyr
You don't know, and really you
Don't wanna go there
Zevon really nailed it： 'The hurt
Gets worse and the heart gets harder'
Please somebody
Take my mind off my mind
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
Just by living,
I'm taking my own life
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
Tomorrow is gonna be too much
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
I'm pulling the plugs.
I'm ending this joke
Don't bother to come.
I drink alone.
4.And The Sun Pissed Red
I've been good for weeks now I'm telling ya I'm in control
I've got my shit together I know when I should fold
It's just tonight nothing at all to fear
You'll be with me all the time it's not like I could run off
anywhere
I go right home, but I won't be alone
A thousend in cash and a mobile phone
I don't know how I'll stop
I sure can't tell you when
I am lost in that whirpool again
Don't think I'll ever stop
Can't see a reason why
Only dying makes me feel, feel alive
It's that constant burden of trying to make it bearable
When my life is so fucked up and so far from reparable
That make me look for that final nail for my coffin
It's way past midnight but I find hundreds in the nothing
(The same lies I've told everybody including myself a hundred
times)
I go right home, I won't be alone
A thousend in cash and a mobile phone
I don't know how I'll stop
I sure can't tell you when
I am lost in that whirpool again
Don't think I'll ever stop
Can't see a reason why
Only dying makes me feel alive
Wide awake, I never went to bed
Naked by the window,
And the sun is pissing red
My hands look rusty, guess my nose has bled
Then I remember what my father said, what he said
I don't know how I'll stop
I sure can't tell you when
I am lost in that whirpool again
Don't think I'll ever stop
Can't see a reason why
Only dying makes me feel alive
5.Blood Don't Lie
There's only one way out of here
We all know what the ticket costs
You pay by drowning all your fears
An icy pain and then you're lost
Life ain't dice
It never rolls nice
Not even twice
There's no such thing as a hard bullet
Only a sweet whisper
Soft as a feather
Just like a kiss between brother and sister
The last secret whisper
Silenced forever
They train you to go the distance
What if you want it to end faster？
Further rounds means further beating
To me that spells disaster
Life ain't dice
It never rolls nice
Not even twice
There's no such thing as a hard bullet
Only a sweet whisper
Soft as a feather
Just like a kiss between brother and sister
The last secret whisper
Silenced forever
One final touch and a sharded secret
Make for a dead yearning
That will live forever
Though most things die
All the bridges we're burning
They will keep on hurting into the never
We all keep on hurting
Into the never
6.This Dog Won't Hurt
7.Tiny Crosses
I had a dream last night
It wasn't a nightmare,
Something sweet
Someone rewound this fucking movie
And gently pushed delete
I'm not kidding, I never happend
I woke up thinking there might just be some hope after all
Then it hit me, I've got nothing
A piece of rock where my heart sould have been, LIFELESS and
SMALL
The feeling that it's over
Finally something to be savoured
My every fucking heartbeat
Like a bullet being chambered
Like a bullet being chambered
There comes a time where you can't hide
All the tiny crosses of your life +++++
Tomorrow is for the others, for the young at heart, who cares
I live for the blang pages at the end,
And I'm already there
Call me pathetic, Call me a coward
I won't hear you cause I'm out of here
Before you start to cry
If the never And forever
Go happily together, there can be silence just TRY
Nothing ever gets better, Not for anyone
It never gets easier, We burn in the sun
So don't tell me that given some time I will cope
Cause the only thing worse than libing is hope
So let the sun break through the fog
And put me down like a rapid dog
The feeling that it's over
Finally something to be savoured
My every fucking heartbeat
Like a bullet being chambered (Deliver my soul from the sword,
my love from the power of the dog)
Like a bullet being chambered
There comes a time where you can't hide
All the tiny crosses of your life +++++
(Cuz')
The Feeling that it's over
Finally something to be savoured
(I've been living so much only the promise of death can keep me
alive)
My every fucking heartbeat
Like a bullet being chambered
(A tidal wave is coming)
Like a bullet being chambered
(Tie me to the bridge)
8.When In Hell Pray For Rain
It can't be like this forever
It's too much for me
If you are my friend, and I am yours, then please avoid me
For old times sake, stay away
I'm through with living my life yesterday
It can't be like this
Not forever
Take my eyes and try to see
Hear them calling. All the others so afraid to do
Why this world was never meant for me
Something in a world searching for just one single clue
And give me yours, I'd love to cry
It's always the same when a dead man fails to be
I should not look happy when I die
Something that won't die when that man is you
There ain't no time for forgiveness
Confessions way too late
Let me leave in peace, you can save your words. There's nothing
left to say
It's not the end
It's the start
Of a life without failure, without heart
Take my eyes and try to see
Hear them calling
All the others so afraid to to
Why this world was never meant for me
Something in a world searching for just one single clue
And give me your, I'd love to cry
It's always the same when a dead man fails to be
I should not look happy when I die
Something that won't die when that man is you
A spine of lies
All thins die
Bleed me dry
9.Existence Should Be Singing
Just turned 37
But already way way too old
To understand just half the things
I am constantly being told
Whatever happened to time
And not constantly being fed
Useless information
About lives I haven't led
Existence should be singing but it has no voice
All these opportunities but still it has no choice
But to offer it's opinion like white noise
Thank god I don't have to
Participate
That I still have the right
To choose my own faith
You can all have a riot
I choose to stay quiet
Existence should be singing but it has no voice
All these opportunities but still it has no choice
But to offer it's opinion like white noise
Guess we'll just keep on being helpless girls and boys
It has no voice
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